I’m angry…Jason thinks I should take a kick-boxing class…personally, a sledge hammer class would be more up my alley. And, because satan is incapable of reading my mind, I need to get this off my chest, because he needs a good reminding…
Me: “I hate your stinking guts, satan! I abhor you! I think you suck and everything you represent sucks! I know all about you…you are the father of lies, the great deceiver and your whole goal in existence is to wreak havoc on God’s beautiful creation, on the heart of mankind because you are so pissed that you got the boot out of God’s presence! Greed gets you nowhere! Well, just because misery loves company doesn’t mean we’re all buying into your lies! I hate your freaking guts, hopefully as much as God hates you! Why the hell you wanted to mess with my family, I’ll know in full because God’s Word says I will, but like Job, you don’t win when it comes to us! You’re an ass! You know what God’s Word, the true Word, the Word that gives life says about you?! It exposes you and your schemes, and since I read God’s Word, I don’t buy into your tactics in my life or the lives of anyone around me! God gives His people His word so that you’re exposed…Revelation 12:17 says, “Then the dragon was enraged at the woman and went off to make war against the rest of her offspring-those who obey God’s commandments and hold to the testimony of Jesus.” You’re a freaking #@$##@%$%^%&^#&^#%!
God’s word exposes you as a cunning snake, a roaring lion prowling around looking for who to destroy. It says you are liar and a thief, trying to steal away the Word planted in us. You masquerade as an angel of light, which you have to do because you are counterfeit! You are the opposite of Christ who is the Light of the World! I know you are ticked because Christ defeated you under His feet by His blood that was shed on the cross and you are mad every time a humans eyes are opened to the grace and goodness of God because it means that the chains of deception no longer bind them! (breath…)
Me: “I serve the omnipotent, omniscient, loving God of the Universe, Creator of all that is seen and unseen! I love Him with all of my heart and I hate you with all of my guts! I serve Him and Him only and I will live every day that God gives me on this earth to spread the truth of His love with whomever I meet. And guess what, you freaking jerk?! Even if my days end tomorrow (which, FYI, in case you forgot, God numbers our days, not you!), death has no sting! I know the Truth and He has set me free! You messed with the wrong girl, devil! I know you hate being reminded of where you stand, which is defeated for eternity because of Christ, the Son of God, but sometimes you just need an earful…not enough people know you are an ass. They blame God for everything under the sun instead of hating you for what you do and praising God for Who He is. (*Remember Revelation 12:17…) It was obviously the worst thing in all existence when your pride got you cast from God’s presence! How miserable you have been since that day! I don’t feel sorry for you, though, because you are a big fat jerk who has been trying to deceive man, created in God’s image, God’s very delight, since the moment God made us and blessed us in the Garden. Well, in case you think you are gaining ground, you aren’t! Christ is coming for His Bride, the Church, and we are getting our hearts together! You can’t lie to us to buy into the deception of division, bickering, strife, gossip and comparison. I repent to God for all of those things and I’m not the only one! If you really think I’ve bought into the lie that life is all about here and this is as good as it gets, let me remind you…living on earth out of the physical presence of God is as close to hell as I ever want to be. This isn’t as good as it gets, this is a detour, no thanks to you, and once your head is bashed in for eternity, I get to live in the City of God forever. I get to behold the Creator of the Universe, Yhwh, and live in His radiance. It’s going to be TOTALLY AWESOME! I get to see Noah again, and he is whole! His name means, “Nothing Missing, Nothing Broken”, so he is whole and healed and he has seen in full why he was only here a short time…You think you can destroy families, namely mine by already trying to snatch two of my 3 children, but you are so deceived, NOT ME! I know all about your plan to try to lead the whole world astray…”Now have come the salvation and the power and the kingdom of our God, and the authority of his Christ. For the accuser of our brothers, who accuses them before our God day and night, has been hurled down.” Revelation 12:10 And since I know you know God’s word because you quoted it back to Jesus when you were attempting to lead Him astray, I’ll remind you that Revelation 12:11 & 12 and the rest of the chapter says, “They overcame him by the blood of the Lamb and by the word of their testimony; they did not love their lives so much as to shrink from death. Therefore rejoice, you heavens and you who dwell in them! But woe to the earth and the sea, because the devil has gone down to you! He is filled with fury, because he knows that his time is short.”
Since you aren’t infinite and all-knowing, I just wanted to make sure it was perfectly clear how very much I hate your stinking guts and how very much I love the God who created me! I love Him bigger than the Universe, more than the grains of sand and more than every star in the eternal galaxies. To Him be the Glory, now and forever! There’s not a chance I’ll zip my lip!”
Puking on satan feels good…
Recently I’ve been asked if I ever have hard days because I am so strong. If I didn’t have bad days, I’d be denying the way God created me. Yes, my heart and mind are set on things above, but I live here right now and so I bawl, I miss Noah, I look at his pictures everyday. I think it stinks that a year ago began this crazy journey, but since I know God’s Word and what it says about the devil, I also know that curling up in a ball of depression for the rest of my life would be pointless and exactly what the devil would want…No. Verse 11 says it all…”They overcame him by the blood of the Lamb and by the word of their testimony; they did not love their lives so much as to shrink from death.”