being real with God

Saying Goodbye

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It’s not something you ever really get used to.  Specifically I mean, saying “Goodbye” for good.  And by “for good” I mean until we meet again in God’s presence, but who knows when that might be? I get emails from friends, friends of friends, family, strangers, many different people who share a link to either […]

Noah

Shocking similarities…

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…but thankfully, different! (photo by Sara Lazio of Lazio Images…she rocks!) (photo courtesy of Michelle Arnold…one of my favorite pictures of all time!) I have more pictures to share. In fairness, the boys were not the same age in the above photos. The first baby pic is taken at 3 weeks…the second is 5 or […]

Noah

A look back…

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On our overnight away last week in memory of Noah’s birthday, we headed up to a quiet little cabin and spent a little family time doing things we think Noah would have loved to do…and things his big sis loves to do, here and now! Like feeding and petting beautiful horses… And being together as […]

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I had a dream!

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Oh, I wish you could have been in my dream! This is only the second dream I have had about Noah since he died. I think dreams are so fascinating! I’ll share this because I want to have it written down somewhere, and why not here where other people who have loved Noah can enjoy […]

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Hey Everybody!

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So, not sure really who or how many are out there anymore, but in the next few days I have a couple favors to ask. The only way I can repay you is to thank you in advance for taking the time to read this, take action, and hopefully help make a healthy and lasting […]

homeopathy

Kind of a big deal

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Well, long story short, Noah had the antigen for borrelia Burgdorferi (Bb) in his blood. He did not have the antibodies. Bb is a spirochete (a spiral shaped organism) that acts in a stealth manner and attacks the body at the cellular level. Bb morphs between a cystic phase where it is dormant and an […]

Noah

Mother’s Day perspective

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(August on the c-pap, asking for healing…) (January 12, 2007, thanking God for the miracle of Noah…) (The night of January 12th, resting in the arms of God, Mom wondering if God was going to keep him or let him come back to mom and dad on earth…)Perspective, trust, and hope…(the unedited version of what […]